Dec 17, 2007

snow day.


I think I rebuilt a bridge today. Refreshing. She is such a beautiful girl and we’d distanced ourselves because of childlike behavior. Even though we’ve been on good terms for a little while, it’s nice to feel like you’ve truly regained a connection.

Memories of earlier times keep replaying in my head like old silent movies. Life gets more complicated with each passing day, but that complicity brings out beauty.

I have a feeling this week is going to feel longer than it should. I have so much on my mind. I keep going from memories of the past, to thoughts of the future. I wish it was easier to live in the present, but right now the present isn’t that enjoyable. Life is a struggle. Life is beautiful. Life is a beautiful struggle.

Well, everybody wants to go forever, I just wanna’ burn up hard and bright. I just wanna’ be your firecracker, and maybe be your baby tonight.
-Ryan Adams

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